Martha My Dear

I am the tea master.

27 Feb I jokingly made fun of this picture before saying something along the lines of if I were at this station with my friends I wouldn’t be depressed but, I get it now. I’m depressed because I’m afraid of disappointing my family and myself, and I’m afraid of deserved failure. The anxiety attacks keep me up but my depression makes me want to sit in my room and cry all the time. Finding the reality and validity in it all has helped though. I can live my life with the knowledge that ‘living in suspense and incomplete’ is okay. 

I jokingly made fun of this picture before saying something along the lines of if I were at this station with my friends I wouldn’t be depressed but, I get it now. I’m depressed because I’m afraid of disappointing my family and myself, and I’m afraid of deserved failure. The anxiety attacks keep me up but my depression makes me want to sit in my room and cry all the time. Finding the reality and validity in it all has helped though. I can live my life with the knowledge that ‘living in suspense and incomplete’ is okay. 

(Source: saltwater-roomings)

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